Ok divorced. WOOOOOT! Changed about 90% of my stuff ya know papers, license blah blah stuff. My love life has changed ...He is a wonderful man but he wanted something I wasn't ready for maybe if this was a year down the road I would feel different. He is happy now.. I think so that is all that matters. I have met someone else and taking things REAL slow. He understands because he just got out of something messy not too long ago, plus he has younger kids. Anyway he is really nice, good looking, has a well paying job, and holy shit is the next town over. Not the physical type that I usually attract, but maybe that is a good thing. We will see.
Got a note from my publisher only 2 of my poems are going to be published not 4 ... BUT HEY THAT IS MORE THAN I THOUGHT... I don't get why anyone likes my stuff... it's either way too mushy or depressing as hell. ~Shrugs~
Ummm what else. Work is work.. pays the bills lets leave it at that.
Got a kitten a couple of weeks ago and he finally warmed up to me. Some bastards in the city in my state had kitten traps and he was trapped in one for a couple of days. At the time she was only a couple of weeks old The f*ckers leave the poor things to starve to death the nice people at the animal place saved him and his sister. I couldn't take both kittens I have a good size apartment but two little terrors... too much. I came home yesterday and he was swinging from my sheer window scarf ... needless to say I fixed that so he couldn't get to anymore. He is just too damn cute. Oh his name is Balboa... as in Rocky Balboa... originally they thought he was a girl so his name was Bonnie.. so I tired to stick with a B name and same amount of syllables
I lost a couple more pounds ~woot~ my mother actually made a comment about me being to thin... LMAO me too thin. I have about 5 more to go and I figure that should be good.
My band is good... I just got over bronchitis (spelling I know) so took a 2 week break. We are going to get a practice in either Tuesday or Thursday this week. I looks like we have a gig at the end of August to open for another band woot... Hey ya gotta start some place.
I may sound a little blah right now kids it's just because the coffee hasn't kicked in ... was up way too late last night.
Ok enough of me rambling .. got some notes saying what the hell is going on with me so THERE YA GO :) | 
. I want to be able to practice my magick with out worry that I am going to wake someone up or offend his kid. I really took these things for granted before when I was single. I wanted to have someone in my life so badly that I lost part of myself in the process. People who were in GoldenWyven saw that process happening, I did too to some extent, but I assumed it would "get better". I never expected to "change" my husband because male or female you can't... and even to ask something like that is incredibly unfair. I thought (there I go thinking again) that once we got this house that his motivation would maybe kick in a little... when it came to the house and other things..... it just got worse. My husband is a good man he really is and he is good to his kid (I don't have kids just reminding). HOWEVER, he is not a good husband... People who know me know that I have a very strong motivation when it comes to things that I want... There is nothing that will stop me when I want something... (I am not talking materialistic things either gang). When it comes to a job, goals, etc. I let nothing stand in my way. I just want this process over with. I want to take this big divorce & selling my house band-aid and rip it the hell off, get it over with and move on. Now those who are reading this who don't know me my think that I am upset right now I am not. Those who do know me and reading this know that I dislike stagnation in my life... I like movement another words ON WORD.